Life comes at you fast...

A lot has happened to me in the past couple of weeks - it's been a roll-coaster; good thing I like roll-coasters. But there comes a time when you have to take a break. So taking mine for a little while. A cuuuutie pie flirted with me yesterday and today and a sporting event I was attending that he was playing in, but he is 10 years younger than me - or about that. Felt pretty darn good though, so yeah I'll take it.

I'm trying to get involved in more walks - like the heart walk. Why is it so dang hard to excersize? We know it's good for us, it makes us feel better and helps us lose weight. So what's the problem? You got me. I was looking around on the field today at the healthy girls, and I wanted to be more like them. I have the desire, just need a little more will.

Still trying to be a better me, a stronger me, a more improved me.

Got to keep trucking

Yesterday was the last day I was going to be an adoptive mother. The birth mother decided the amount of monthly expenses I was able to afford wasn't enough. I have gone through denial, anger, bargainning, the whole gammit - twice. My heart - broken. But I will keep on trying. This life will be filled with a child. I only have four weeks left of school and that will be behind me, so I can move on to the next event - HAVING A BABY.....or two!!!!

Well, I'm out for tonight.

Careful what you say - unkind words can never be unheard.